so theres a point where everything has to be stopped. my ex girlfriend is officially fucking psycho. Its totally legit now. You don't sit there and say one minute that your totally fine and when i dont text you back right away, flip out and say your gonna go kill yourself. like way to be totally insecure and TOTALLY PSYCHOTIC!. i have never met someone as crazy as her in my life. and thats not meant in a good way. like she's legit crazy. she got me tickets to her concert on thursday and i couldnt go cause i had mine, and then got sick and could go to mine either, and she had gotten me the tickets ANYWAY after i told her not to AND THEN went and like freaked out on me thursday morning saying all this shit like how she wasted her money on me and all this shit and then goes and says "fuck this im gonna go play russian roulette with a fully loaded gun!" and i jsust kinda went *record screach* "are. you. kidding. me?" and now ive just not talked to her at all. like shes either bi-polar, or has a split personality disorder that she never was kind enough to inform me about so that i wasnt freaking out about shit. like really? *puts lable on her* PSYCHOTIC BITCH. she even told me that she has HIV and then all of a sudden it was a misdiagnosis. like huh? you dont misdiagnos HIV dude. seriously. that honestly isnt even a joke. and then she goes and TRIES to get me to quit smokin bud and cigs and TRIES to get me to stop drinkin and shit and i told her i did, but really didnt stop. hell no am i gonna stop doin that shit. that is my recreational shit right there dude. whatever. im so done with that shit, she can go and "hurt" herself all she wants cause im not putting up with it anymore. i deleted her off my facebook, and im gonna delete her off my myyearbook, and im blocking her number on my phone so she cant text me cause i cant deal with psycho ex girlfriends at all. have nor the time or patience to put up with that shit. ill stick with guys for awhile.
on another note. Dean confuses me a shitload. like its not cool. and im starting to think that what Cj said is true. idk why but its like sitting in the back of my head and just kinda eating at me. why i even texted him is like totally way beyond me, but i did and he just ranted on about shit that i really didnt feel like hearing at that moment cause i was already annoyed and somewhat paranoid and really cold. so i didnt have the patience for it at all. I mean, yeah the guys really cool, im not gonna lie, but the guy really needs to get the stick out of his ass, seriously. he's so uptight. like stfu and live your life damnit! i mean i know he's been to jail before but that was because he was an idiot and got caught with drugs and stealin shit. DUMBASS! chill yo ass out!
another thing that honestly is really random, not gonna lie. but, i feel really bad for drue. His girlfriend treats him like total shit. =[ she's cheated on him multiple times and when he asks her to please stop chillin with the guy she's cheated on him with those multiple times, she like totally freaks out and like asks him why he doesnt like him. Honestly, i really think he needs to just drop her. cause if her mom is on meth, than its highly likely she's on meth too and is constantly tweakin'. i honestly wouldnt be surprised to tell you the truth. which is why i wish i could do something to get him out of that whole relationship, but there's not much i can do about it if im on the east coast and hes on the west coast. Nothing at all that i can do, which sucks ass totally.
